I had some extra time last week, so I stopped by to visit my son's grave. I didn't tell DH that I was going. I did tell him after the fact - we had lunch together...
It was sad to go, but do you know what made me more sad? I saw how many new additions there have been since I was there last. I spent time looking at other babies and some I guessed were not full term. (my assumption based on dates, etc). I spent time looking how people leave things for their children. I don't leave anything for my son and I really should. I had not visited since I was barely pregnant last year (I think).
Monica, if you are reading. I did visit your sons while I was there. I know you visit quite often. They are lucky to have a mommy like you!
I think I was crying more for all the people that have to visit there and it keeps growing more than crying for my own son. I know that sounds bad. I'm sad about my son, but I'm sad ANYONE has to go through a loss. I'm not sure if I am making sense.
I hope everyone has a peaceful Thanksgiving (if you celebrate it)! May you have a safe time with friends and family!
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I am reading. Thank you hon.
I haven't been since Halloween but I think we'll be stopping by tomorrow.
Happy Thanksgiving!
my prayer for his soul too! I do understand how it felt for i too lost my baby when i was 4 month pregnant.. I cried until there's no more tears to shed. And somehow, everytime i went shopping, i just can't avoid passing her..Lord bless them all. amen
i'm really sorry, it is so sad, but i can tell that the Lord has given you strength may you see the beautiful powerful God that raises up in the midst of pain.
God Bless You for you clearly are a worth while person :)
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